It will rain

I was listening to Bruno Mars latest single entitled, 'It Will Rain' when I was typing for my previous blog post. It's awesome, yes, superbly awesome! You guys have no idea, how long it took me just to type that short blog post. It's not that this song sucks (any of you guys say that, I'll kill you -.-), it's just too awesome that it totally distracts me from whatever thing that I wanted to say in my previous post just now. In case you guys don't know the song, here it is along with it's lyrics too.

If you ever leave me, baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
‘Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don’t have it anymore.

There’s no religion that could save me
No matter how long my leaves are on the floor
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I’m makin’
Will keep you by my side
Will keep you from walkin’ out the door.

Chorus:
Cause there’ll be no more sunlight
if I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
if I lose you, baby
Just let the clouds, I
I will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain

I’ll never be your mother’s favorite
Your daddy can’t even look me in the eye
Oooh if I was in their shoes, I’d be doing the same thing
Sayin there goes my little girl
walkin’ with that troublesome guy

But they’re just afraid of something they can’t understand
Oooh well little darlin’ watch me change their minds
Yea for you I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
That’ll make you mine

Chorus:
Cause there’ll be no more sunlight
if I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
if I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds, I
I will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain

I’ll do the same
goodbye, don’t just say, goodbye
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
That’ll make it right

Chorus:
Cause there’ll be no more sunlight
if I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
if I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds, I
I will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain

I did it

It wasn't easy at all. Believe me, it may look easy but it wasn't for me. It definitely was hard at first, as I was actually trembling inside my heart and being nervous the entire time. But yes, I did it. I did the thing I wanted to do today, walked up to you, talk to you, be with you. Yes, be with you. You did look down today, and I wasn't sure my presence as I stand by your side actually cheer you up or not, but I hope it did. =O

Super Junior's Mr Simple album

Super Junior has been my all time favourite Korea band. If I'm not mistaken, it was since 2008 I guess? When my first crush is such a fanatic fan of them and I decided to have a look at them. First impression, 'OH MAI GOD! @.@ THEY LOOK SO GIRLISH!'. Yes, apparently that happened to be my first impression when I search out for Super Junior and watch their videos on Youtube.

That was then, and this is now. Super Junior started caught my attention upon the release of their 3rd album in 2009, which is Sorry Sorry. It was their major hit and it is still their major hit of all time. No matter you are an E.L.F. or not, this song catches everyone's attention. Last time, I had a few friends who anti Korean songs. Yes, they anti them. But, when they heard Sorry Sorry, they change their mind and love the song very much. Here's Super Junior's Sorry Sorry music video. Enjoy it. =)

After listening to Sorry Sorry, I started researching their members. They have 15 members in total, 13 in the main group while the extra 2 are in Super Junior-M, a subgroup of Super Junior. One of them are from China and he's one of my favourite members. Sadly, he left the group. =( So, 1 year passed by after the release of Sorry Sorry, Super Junior released their 4th Album, entitled Bonamana. I forgot what it's meaning, LOL! But it has something to do with catching a girl's attention. Here's their music video. 

This album wasn't really nice, cause it wasn't anything like Sorry Sorry. But overall, it was okay, maybe they wanna try some new style in it. In the video, the members definitely look hot. Yes, I am jealous of them. HAHAHA! This album was released early of last year, 2010. And also, this is the moment I really got addicted to Super Junior's songs. I can't stop listening to them, everyday playing back the same songs sang by them.

1 years passed and it was 2011. All the ELF from around the world were expecting their 5th album to be released at the early of the year like Bonamana. But, apparently, it wasn't released. And, Super Junior also inform that they will release it, earliest at the beginning of summer. It was definitely a frustration at first but, believe me, the wait was worth it.

On 4th August 2011, the music video was released. The album of the year is entitled Mr. Simple. It has been repackaged three times now and I don't think they'll repackage it anymore, since HeeChul has left for the army and Siwon is busy with his acting career. So, I'll post the three singles from each repackage album for you guys to listen.

Super Junior's Mr. Simple Version A

Super Junior's Mr. Simple Version B

Super Junior's Mr. Simple Version C

Have a great time watching those three music videos. You guys will definitely love it. You guys don't have to love Super Junior as much as I do. But, if can, I wish you guys will give me your comment about the songs. =D

Bruno Mars latest single!

I totally forgot! Bruno Mars finally released a new single, after promoting Doo-Woops & The Hooligans for practically 1 year. It's quite nice, I like it, plus, it's sang by Bruno Mars. How can you guys not love Bruno Mars? Hahaha. Okay, let's go straight to the point now. This song is entitled 'It Will Rain' and apparently, it's gonna be of the soundtracks in Twillight The Movie: Breaking Dawn Part 1.

My first reaction when I found out Bruno is actually singing for Twilight was, 'WTF? Out of everything, Twilight?'. But then, I start to change my mind. It's Bruno's choice right? He already prepared a song for the movie, so there's no point in asking him to delete the entire song. -.-

So yeah, now I present you the song, listen to it, feel it, and love it!

D=

I don't know why, but I'm scared.. I'm sorry. I just don't have the guts to contact you dear. I'm so sorry. Maybe I am a coward after all, since I don't have the guts to contact you ever since that little misunderstood happened on Twitter. I want to talk to you, but with your girls around, I don't dare to speak out. I'm sorry for not acting like a man, nor as a responsible boyfriend to you. This is the only way I can actually tell you what am I feeling right now. =(

I'm sorry dear, for not being there for you. You were having problem, I know you were. But, I didn't bother to ask. I knew you were being moody at something, but I didn't bother to call and ask why or to cheer you up. I knew, I didn't text you as much as we used to, but I still didn't bother to text you and ask whether have you topped up your phone credit ever since the day you told me that your credit ran out.

Everyday, I hang out with the guys, joking around and do lots of not-so-nice but funny stuff, praying that it will kill the guilty feeling within the depths of my heart. It did, but not for long. After we depart as we return home, I definitely look at your picture that I kept inside my phone. I miss you so much dear, and I feel very guilty for the things I done for the past 2 weeks.

I'm so sorry dear, for not being with you. Now, I see you at school, seeing you smile at me, waving at me, looking at me, makes me miss you even more. I want to hug you (which I can't do it at school), talk to you, walk you to Kak Sya or Abah after school as they pick you up, or just to stand by your side. But, I didn't have to courage to do it. I don't know why. I just lost my courage to do it. I feel so scared to do that, I fear you might scold me, for ignoring you for the past 2 weeks, for not contacting, for not talking, and so many other more reason.

I don't know why, but I just can't do it.  I'm so sorry dear, but I love you so much. =(